Bob Lowry, wearing an eyepatch and crown, holds a finger in the air. The graphic is white and teal.

I Am a Dark River

1h 10m

A playful and experimental documentary focused on the story of New Zealand modernist printer and publisher Bob Lowry, through the eyes of his granddaughter Tess.
Warning: suicide references.

Made with the support of Creative New Zealand

Documentary

I Am a Dark River is a playful and experimental documentary focused on the story of New Zealand modernist printer and publisher Bob Lowry, through the eyes of his granddaughter Tess.
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1h 10m

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I Am a Dark River is a playful and experimental documentary focused on the story of New Zealand modernist printer and publisher Bob Lowry, through the eyes of his granddaughter Tess.
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